Disappointment

It's december, but it doesn't feel like it.

My mom is using the fake tree, and my dad isn't even getting one. So no pine tree smell. This year is going to be my first non-Californian Christmas, and I miss it already. But I guess that's because I'm scared of change. No matter how much it happens to me, I can't seem to change that. The house is bland and undecorated. Overall, I don't like how this year is ending, even though it's only Dec. 4.

I think kids outgrow Christmas.

It's sad, and I don't want it to happen to me.

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-Claire